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23/08/2021

The Earth will be flat, it's written.

 I ain't a poet but my heart's broken it starts to fall apart to sing my feelings will only leave me drowning, i'd do everything to change everything, no punches to swing, believe me i'm only left with this thing.

I laugh, jokes around, smiles even when i'm in adversity,
I scream without a sound, every single time they starts calling me crazy,
Friends call me Syai, but I'm just a clown. Repeatedly fell down, it kills the Shy-ness in me,
The Syairazi people used to know is no where to be found, but hey, this is me it's syairazi.
I'm the joke of the town,
But open up the dictionary, read all of the nouns,
Done them all but i'm still down underground,
From the Quran the worlds' gonna be flat, and not round.
I set my life based on that now, so I gave away my sinner crown.
Kynn, you're my queen. please accept me, I'm doing this for us and our son.


ADVANTAGE from THE DAMAGE is the new VINTAGE

 4A-GE 7A-GE are two of my favorite engines in the world..

Quite irrelevant here, but here's the equation.

Toy Soldier goes Step by Step, and Heart to Heart. Left right left? We all fall down.

STEP BY STEP

1 + 1 = 2

2+1 = 3

Numbers don't lie?

Same as the "Katas" from Karate Steps, or Silat or whatever martial arts. If you forget one, it'll be "Sumbang".

You gotta have to remember the first step and be consistent with it.

Heart to Heart

You gotta learn by heart to learn further or you'll find that sadness of not knowing or understanding what the shiznit you're doing.. You'll be in a loop of being the wonder woman who keeps wondering all the time but not even moving forward. You gotta have to move and move and move if you wanna. It's okay to share the war stories cause it's always good to learn from histories. Yet, narrow minded humans will say "Ahh, don't dwell in the past" everytime you share those stories.

You know why they wanna say that? They didn't listen by heart. Same goes to those who listen to Justin Beiber's song titled "Lonely". Most dudes would go "That's gay".. I say "I feel your pain bro"

At this moment right here, I really miss talking to my friends like Jaymie Foo, Farred, Bahrul, and Amzari. Wherever you are guys, at this time of my downfall. I'm writing a blog from my sister, Syazana Sunarto's laptop which I recommended her to buy for $100. Cause in this time of the year, I am facing a downfall even though I've earned $1,300 commissions on a one gig of selling a car from Skoda. Went out from that job to be back in my hometown, KB. Now i'm workin as a round role crew in KFC, Seria.

No phones yet, or access to my social media cause I changed my passwords which I saved the new login info in the phone that I have lost 3 months ago. But this burning desire in my heart still wanna learn how to fix my marriage from these friends of mine even when Amzari and Jaymie aren't married yet. But yea, you know you're a learner when you still wanna listen to people who are making sense and says the sensible things from their heart and not something that sounded like what they just picked up a scripted line from a movie they watched.

I know these people learned a lot because they have been through it all in any ships. They're the real sailors. Nakhoda. I sunk my ship, now just floating along with a lifebuoy.

LEFT RIGHT LEFT?

I thank all the officers from authorities to have covered my ass in so many ways. But here's the point. Who's right all along, they never left. Those who didn't pass their heart's empathy or not even listening well (not from their heart, cause I recently met a deaf dude which is a lil bro of my friend. he knows how sad I am and helped me a lot whenever his brother can't make it for me. I don't know how to talk to him, or how to communicate but we both did all quietly but he cried when I dropped off my son's need infront of my in law's house). Hence, those who have self-proclaims that they seemed to know life the fullest, they still left, even when I'm right.

I have many friends from different age groups. My millenial friends calls me Mafia, the 90's generation which is my age-group they call me the Psycho, where the older people who's now in their 40's, 50's & 60's half of them called me "Kerita Kabal" which is a Tank in english. Another half calls me the Robin Hood, even Uncle Adnan says that. I'm the Robin Hood who did the nasty stuff for his people. Still figuring out what they meant by those. But from the millenials they learned a lot from me, I even learned more from them. A direct changes of knowledge about their generations. This way, I could find the missing dots to connect once my son grows up one day.

WE ALL FALL DOWN


So, the bottomline is for you to think. Wherever you are, whatever you are right now. I for sure tell you, we all fall down. So, if you know me. I'm just doing what I'm doing. Even when you are hurt by me, I tell my self it's Allah's doing and it is always beyond my control, even when I tried to fix it. I always stop trying whenever I felt "Atleast I tried" kind of feeling. In the end, why I still smile and laugh? Cause I'm still doing deeds and good for people in my everyday life. I greet people well, I support my friends and helps even when I know I'm at my lowest. So, the why is because I know we all fall down towards our last breath. So here's to my wife, I hope you change your mind. #roadtojannah

I'm heading there, I want you to join me my wife. I'm no longer chasing the entrepreneur life.



Marriage

 So, I got married in 2014, divorced my first marriage in the year 2016, got married again with the love of my life Rakinah Bte Abd Rahman years after.

My wife and I had son named Syukran Bin Syairazi. We're having another son on the way.

I still love her, and I miss my son.

Syukran's Razikynn

I don't know how to say this, but my life is ALWAYS FOREVER ENDEAVORS 

gett it?

But yeah, I might or might not blog about how my life have gone along the years of being an entrepreneur.

Here's the thing I've learned from Mighty Car Mods dudes (Moog & Martin), don't give a damn about the comments of those who complains and never knowings cause they're all annoying, PLUS they will never learn anything..

Why do I say that? Cause believe me I am continuously learning, atleast I know my self that I am cause I have been from a Sinner to a person who believes in Allah. I have been learning a lot that I can't believe I am who I am right now. You know what else? I've had my best adventures being on top as an entrepreneur, a business partner, venture capitals to SMEs and the lowest I've been was fishmonger's peasant in 2020.

Just check out my youtube account for more of my life transitions since my last post of 2016:-

 www.youtube.com/syairazisunarto



10/12/2016

Persistency

I have these feelings that I am able to do this while most people advised me to get a job. I'm sure that what I am doing will also help Brunei one day. People may not see it now but I will continue doing this. With guide from Allah and good intentions I may be able to achieve my goals.

As for the end of this year, I declare that in 2017 my company will be developed to the next stage.

I'm actually struggling now for those business terms that I have to learn. I will eventually understand it and after spending about two years in Rehab, I have lost my management skills.

I have met a lot of new people by the end of this year, Alhamdulillah I believe that I am on the right path.



25/10/2014

Family First

No one ever said that you had to face this on your own.
Just do your best, forget the rest, you're stronger than you know;
So let it all go.
Don't dwell on all the things that you can't change,
'Cause we are stronger, oh, we're so much stronger than we know.

One by one you gave up hope and you prayed to God that I would choke,
But I paid no mind to your attack because empty words can never hold me back.

Every dream begins with a dreamer,
We have a hope we must defend.
No matter what, we'll come out swinging,
We haven't reached the end.

Every dream begins with a dreamer,
We have a hope we must defend.
No matter what, we'll come out swinging,
We haven't reached the end.

Just know you're not alone, we'll always be your home.
So never give up hope and know you're not alone;
And you don't have to face this on your own
We said that we would live forever-
Well you laughed instead, you said we're dead.
So get this through your head,
I've got one more left.
You better be ready to bring us your worst,
This army is our family, oh, this is our family, and family comes first.

Every dream begins with a dreamer,
We have a hope we must defend.
No matter what, we'll come out swinging.
We haven't reached the end.

Every dream begins with a dreamer,
We have a hope we must defend.
No matter what, we'll come out swinging.
We haven't reached the end.


29/09/2014

SSD Setups

While reading through forums, I’ve noticed that a ton of people are now using solid state drives (SSDs) instead of hard disk drives (HDDs) for their operating system partition and, sometimes, for the entire computer’s storage. That’s all fine and dandy, but if you run an SSD, you pretty much don’t benefit as much from it as you would if you knew how to prepare your operating system for it. Windows 7 supports certain features that SSDs need to operate at optimum velocity, but it doesn’t enable them by default. This means that you have to come in and change OS settings to support the full potential of your SSD. Let’s get down to it!

The Advanced Host Controller Interface (AHCI) is a paramount feature for ensuring that Windows will support all of the features that come with running an SSD on your computer, especially the TRIM feature, which allows Windows to help the SSD perform its routine garbage collection. The term “garbage collection” is used to describe the phenomenon that occurs when a drive gets rid of information that is no longer considered to be in use.
To enable AHCI, you’ll have to enter the BIOS of your computer and enable it somewhere within its settings. I can’t tell you exactly where the setting is, as each BIOS functions differently. You’ll have to do a bit of hunting. Chances are that newer computers will have this enabled by default. It’s most recommended that you enable this feature before installing the operating system, although you might be able to get away with enabling it after Windows has already been installed.
We’ve talked about TRIM enough in the previous section. You could see how such a feature would benefit your computer’s speed greatly, so let’s get to enabling it!
Open up your command prompt and enter the following:
fsutil behavior set disabledeletenotify 0
That’s all you have to do! Onto the next step!
This isn’t an obligation. But, just so you know, your drive doesn’t exactly have infinite space. System restore undermines both the speed and space of your SSD. Why don’t you just get rid of it?
Click your Start menu, right-click “Computer,” and click “Properties.” Click “System Protection” on the upper left-hand corner:
win7ssd-systemproperties
Once in the window, click “Configure,” like so:
win7ssd-systemprotection
Once in the configuration dialog, click “Turn off system protection.” Click “OK” and you’re all set!
A good part of your SSD speed is consumed in indexing files for Windows search. This could be useful if you store everything you have on your SSD, but you might be annoyed by it if you experience slow-downs due to the periodic indexing process that occurs every time you add new data to the drive. You’re better off without it in an SSD, because the speed boost from the indexing process is superfluous in such environments.
Click your Start menu and click “Computer.” Right-click your SSD and click “Properties.” De-select the box labeled “Allow files to have contents indexed in addition to file properties” and click “OK.” Once you do this, the operating system will apply this to all the files and folders on the drive. If you see a dialog telling you that it couldn’t remove a file from the index, click “Ignore All.” That will streamline the process and ignore any errors.
Because the SSD is a solid media with no moving parts, you often don’t see a performance drop due to file fragmentation. Therefore, there’s no need to actually defragment the drive as frequently as you would defragment an HDD, per se. That’s why we’re about to disable this!
Access your Start menu, click “Accessories,” click “System Tools,” and then click “Disk Defragmenter.” Click “Configure schedule,” like so:
win7ssd-defrag
Once in the schedule configuration window, uncheck the box labeled “Run on a schedule.” Click “OK,” and you won’t have to worry about scheduled defragmentations again.
The page file in Windows refers to a file on a disk reserved for the storage of application components that would otherwise fit into physical memory. It’s like a form of RAM on your hard drive. Disabling the page file on a solid state drive would greatly increase the focus it would have on running system processes. Don’t do this if you run your computer solely on one SSD. If you paired an SSD with an HDD, then you can easily configure the HDD to handle the page file. The most ideal setup, though, is one SSD to run the page file, another SSD to run Windows, and an HDD for storage.
The process of configuring the page file differs based on your setup, so we’re only going to teach you how to reach the configuration window.
Right-click “Computer” in the Start menu and click “Properties.” Click “Advanced system settings” on the top left-hand side of the window and access the “Advanced” tab. Click “Settings” under “Performance.” You should now be at a window like this:
win7ssd-performance
Click the “Advanced” tab and click “Change.” The rest of the configuration process should be easy enough!
Windows occupies at least 2 GB for the hibernation state image. If you want to keep it, that’s fine by me, but you’re not getting all the juice you can out of your drive. Type “powercfg -h off” in your command line to disable it. You’ll be thankful for those two extra gigabytes when you have an intense game to install on it!
Windows sometimes places information in your physical memory and virtual memory belonging to programs that you don’t currently use, but use very often. This is known as “Prefetch” and “Superfetch.” If you are stuck with having to cope with virtual memory on your SSD, you’re better off just doing away with these two features. You can find them on your registry editor under
HKEY_LOCAL_MACHINE\CurrentControlSet\Control\SessionManager\Memory Management\PrefetchParameters
as two values: EnablePrefetcher and EnableSuperfetch. Set both values to zero and be done with it!
On many SSDs, user level write caching can have a detrimental effect on the drive. To figure this out, you’ll have to disable the option in Windows and see how the drive performs afterwards. If your drive performs worse, enable it again.
To reach the configuration window, right-click “Computer” on the Start menu and click “Properties.” Click “Device manager,” expand “Disk Drives,” right-click your SSD, and click “Properties.” Select the “Policies” tab. In this tab, you’ll see an option labeled “Enable write caching on the device.”
win7ssd-writecaching
Benchmark your SSD with and without the option and compare results.
Even with the above-mentioned registry tweak and index removal, your computer might continue slowing your hard drive with their respective services. Press “Win+R” on your keyboard, type “services.msc,” and press “Enter.” Find both services mentioned in the title of this section and disable them.
Windows is quick to implement things that are no longer necessary. An SSD operates on flash memory, making it possible to easily overwrite things on the disk. Therefore, the page file doesn’t need to be erased while the computer’s shutting down. This will make the Windows shutdown process much faster. LargeSystemCache, on the other hand, exists primarily in Server versions of Windows, and tells the computer whether to use a large cache for pages on the drive.
Both these options are found in your registry editor under
HKEY_LOCAL_MACHINE\CurrentControlSet\Control\SessionManager\Memory Management
Set them to 0.
This should be a no-brainer. When your SSD powers on and off all the time, you’ll notice a slight lag whenever you use your computer after you’ve been idle for a while.
To switch your power options, access your control panel, click “System and Security,” and then click “Power Options.” Select “High Performance” from the list. You might need to click “Show additional plans” to find it.
And that’s how you reach SSD Nirvana! If you have any questions, shoot them at us in the comments section, and we’ll get to you as soon as we can!


26/09/2014

STHEORIGINAL

After a while of talking to myself and listening to old friends who really knows me. Haha. For sure i'm not that kind of Blogger who types like shown below:

Today I feel happy and also sad but mostly IM HAPPY!! HEHEHE.. But... YEaahh.. "THEY" KNOW me. You know who you are. HEHEHE. Ohhh yeaa i forgot to tell you whyy i'm happyyy. hehehe.. because I met them and they make me happy! hahaha.. *****(Sorry I might have made some mistakes here, probably it'll be harsh or "sarcastic" to people who says sarcastic but didn't understand sarcasm. Hahaha. Bruneians. Pfft. 

Hmm. It's kind of sad to see the people who blog like the above right? They seems to know who they are but they don't actually know who they are. I know who they are not because of they "told" me who they are or from the stories that they tell. I actually knew them by their gestures, and words they choose to speak and the "Ways" they speak.

I welcome visitors to this country because I need them to help me to guide them, teach them, correct them, tell them, show them or whatever it is. These visitors only comes here because they really do "FEEL" the peace and calm here.

I wondered why Bruneians still (Some of them changed) haven't changed because they still think of money, still think of ways how to be Rich. Some of them even saves money until they died with their energy that they wasted to provide their services to the company and finally there's a godsend accident that leads them to die suddenly. Haha. Of course, some people will do something for different reason. I'm just telling for those "HATERS" I have that might still be stalking me and thinks "NEGATIVELY". I will never say the correct way because I want them to learn from their own mistakes. With a help from my God, InsyaAllah they will be shown and they will learn.

Well, let me tell you that our Highness have shown you that they are way more rich that there is also stated in some book I think. I forgot what book it is, but it says that we should not be the person who has been appointed to be the leader of a country.

So, inversely saying that I have no friends and everyone hates me now because I'm back. Haha. Well, I'm back. I'm Blogging, so does that mean I'm back? Well, nope. I'm just being me. If all else failed, NEW GAME PLAN! Haha. Only these real friends of mine knows my style. I don't even have to do a selfie with them EnP Boys because they already know me and they came to my recent event.

It's F34R, Ke3dY, BOZ!, & Batmann!!

Well, I do have few other friends which is not that much.. But I'm thankful to them too, maybe I forgot their name, maybe not, maybe I don't know if it's okay to be mentioned or I don't really know. So, I guess that's it. It's time for me to get back to my routine. Working on a 3 jobs a day is quite crazy but it's fun.

A big thanks to my Bro who made me smile wide, HITORI!

A bigger thanks to all my cousins who understands.

There's no tips for today I guess, but maybe there's some points you could take as a tip. Well, what ever it is. Here's a non religious or inspiring tips like other people gives. Also relates to all Religion and health, financial and relationships. And, haha. And, I don't know. I've said it in a wrong way. Let me rephrase again on the other paragraph.

Remember the 3 things you lived for, that's all.